Friday, November 21, 2003
My very first Entry! Yeah.... My very first virgin Entry! okay........ it sounds a little wrong, especially the Entry part.... haha.... who cares......... No one knows about my blog anyway.......... From now on, My Life Portal blog is gonna be a mirror of myself, where it reflects every single aspect of my Life! Yeah!
2day gotta continue the SVA thingey at NYJC's LAN room with Michelle and Cynthia... Actually this whole SVA thing is v.fun lor.... Learnt lotsa new things! Esp. on the video editing part.... Yes, confusing and frustrating as it may, but when things are finally done, there's a sense of achievement in the Air! Yesh, Done it! Hope to win first prize..... Not to mention the $500 that comes with it!
Haiz........ A few more dayZ ( 4 more days to be exact ) is the ANNIVERSARY..... The Anniversary of my Confession of my Love to WeiNi......... Time flies, yet Time didn't heal my wounds..... It still hurts and it's terrible..... Nothing can cure me..... No medicine works........ Not even miracles......... Haiz....... The 156 Bus, WeiNi's void deck scenes kept flashing at the back of my head whenever i think of her.... Like a wrecked VCD player which kept re-winding and re-winding the unforgettable memories that are etched 4eva.......
Yesterday finally managed to buy the McDonald's AlphaBear that bore the alphabet "W". Well, it won't take a genius to know what does "W" stand for...... Yes, it stands for the One and Only WeiNi...... Except that she doesn't know.... Even the "W" i chained to my handphone oso stands for her.... No one knows..... Except Michelle and Adam i think..... Even when others saw it and probed about it, i would just dismissed them by saying it just stands for my name, "Wei", though that's a complete white lie that i told through my teeth..... haiz..... what to do? Guess this entire episode only Adam, Michelle, WeiNi and I know bout' it..... No one else.... dun intend to reveal anything 2 the rest anyway........ Oso got another AlphaBear with the letter "K"..... Duh..... Of course it stands 4 me, who else?! Well, anyway, i put WeiNi and I together, hand-in-hand through the AlphaBears that represented us...... I know it sounds damn lame and stupid, but well, LOVE is Blind............ When hasn't it?
WeiNi lost Bitch, the dog.... so sadz...... I gotta find another replica of Bitch for her.... Gonna ask around who bought it the other time McDonalds was selling it.......... It's hard and gonna take long.... But i ain't gonna give up..... No obstacles or vicissitudes can stop me..... Haiz.... i think i am wearing make-up to school.... Not the real one but literally,,,,, A mask...... A mask that consumed and shields my inner feelings.... My sadness....... It's really when i'm alone and that's when i reveal myself again..... Why? Why? i suppose no one can find an answer to this question..... Haiz..... She said she liked me but hasn't love me yet, that's why both of us shouldn't go steady yet..... Is it an excuse or does she really meant what she said? i DUNNOE! That's the problem that has been bugging me....
Gonna go chalet on Sunday with my family.... Hope 2 have fun over there at Downtown East...... wash away all worries! Easier said than done, definitely..... A few days never see WeiNi and i already have the feeling of missing someone v.important.... haiz..... Wanna hear her voice and her laughter, not to mention her air-headness.... haha.... Silly Boy, am i...... Thought of asking her out 2 watch the horror movie, Wishing Stairs, but she seemed rather busy these few dayz.... Somemore, she got her LTC camp coming up soon, tomorrow still have LTC pre-camp training... Poor Girl.....
Gotta Go soon..... My v.first Entry ends here.... Bye, Life Mirror.... Good Nitey.........
2day gotta continue the SVA thingey at NYJC's LAN room with Michelle and Cynthia... Actually this whole SVA thing is v.fun lor.... Learnt lotsa new things! Esp. on the video editing part.... Yes, confusing and frustrating as it may, but when things are finally done, there's a sense of achievement in the Air! Yesh, Done it! Hope to win first prize..... Not to mention the $500 that comes with it!
Haiz........ A few more dayZ ( 4 more days to be exact ) is the ANNIVERSARY..... The Anniversary of my Confession of my Love to WeiNi......... Time flies, yet Time didn't heal my wounds..... It still hurts and it's terrible..... Nothing can cure me..... No medicine works........ Not even miracles......... Haiz....... The 156 Bus, WeiNi's void deck scenes kept flashing at the back of my head whenever i think of her.... Like a wrecked VCD player which kept re-winding and re-winding the unforgettable memories that are etched 4eva.......
Yesterday finally managed to buy the McDonald's AlphaBear that bore the alphabet "W". Well, it won't take a genius to know what does "W" stand for...... Yes, it stands for the One and Only WeiNi...... Except that she doesn't know.... Even the "W" i chained to my handphone oso stands for her.... No one knows..... Except Michelle and Adam i think..... Even when others saw it and probed about it, i would just dismissed them by saying it just stands for my name, "Wei", though that's a complete white lie that i told through my teeth..... haiz..... what to do? Guess this entire episode only Adam, Michelle, WeiNi and I know bout' it..... No one else.... dun intend to reveal anything 2 the rest anyway........ Oso got another AlphaBear with the letter "K"..... Duh..... Of course it stands 4 me, who else?! Well, anyway, i put WeiNi and I together, hand-in-hand through the AlphaBears that represented us...... I know it sounds damn lame and stupid, but well, LOVE is Blind............ When hasn't it?
WeiNi lost Bitch, the dog.... so sadz...... I gotta find another replica of Bitch for her.... Gonna ask around who bought it the other time McDonalds was selling it.......... It's hard and gonna take long.... But i ain't gonna give up..... No obstacles or vicissitudes can stop me..... Haiz.... i think i am wearing make-up to school.... Not the real one but literally,,,,, A mask...... A mask that consumed and shields my inner feelings.... My sadness....... It's really when i'm alone and that's when i reveal myself again..... Why? Why? i suppose no one can find an answer to this question..... Haiz..... She said she liked me but hasn't love me yet, that's why both of us shouldn't go steady yet..... Is it an excuse or does she really meant what she said? i DUNNOE! That's the problem that has been bugging me....
Gonna go chalet on Sunday with my family.... Hope 2 have fun over there at Downtown East...... wash away all worries! Easier said than done, definitely..... A few days never see WeiNi and i already have the feeling of missing someone v.important.... haiz..... Wanna hear her voice and her laughter, not to mention her air-headness.... haha.... Silly Boy, am i...... Thought of asking her out 2 watch the horror movie, Wishing Stairs, but she seemed rather busy these few dayz.... Somemore, she got her LTC camp coming up soon, tomorrow still have LTC pre-camp training... Poor Girl.....
Gotta Go soon..... My v.first Entry ends here.... Bye, Life Mirror.... Good Nitey.........
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