Saturday, July 31, 2004
Very sianz sia... Such a boring Saturday... Besides reading a little bit of Angels and Demons, playing Diablo2, cooking mincemeat porridge and playing soccer, i have done nothing else... So i guess that's why i am blogging at this hour... So sianz... Don't even know whether tomorrow got soccer er not... My team-mates are like not interested in playing soccer nowadays... Most of them got their own programmes... So sad... I hate to say this, but my team is indeed disintegrating... I missed those weekly trainings on Fridays when we were still at Montfort... And those glory days where we kept winning and winning, that we transform ourselves into a formidable team, considered one of the best in the whole of Hougang Ave 8...
Played soccer yesterday after school... Quite fun but the sun was sapping our energy... Adam even said that chasing after me is tiring, and i am like a cockroach that just refused to be caught... Haha... Is that a compliment or an insult that i am as irritating as a cockroach? Haha... I am very proud of Adam yesterday, he scored a pretty nice goal by toe-poking the ball past John, who stood there like a stone... Haha... And ThiamPeng commented that the way Adam scored was typical mud-kind of goal... Well, i was indeed running like a crazy idiot around the basketball court and i forgot how many goals i scored... I dare not shoot hard when Sab was in goal sia... Scared i injure her or something... Good strategy employed by ThiamPeng... And there was this rude small boy... He called someone idiot sia... Mei da mei xiao wan... And he's only 8 or 9 years, i can't remember... He's from Maris Stella Primary, go and complain sia... I wonder what he will be like when he grows older... Maybe will become an AhBeng...
KiahYin was sick yesterday... Got stomach cramp or something... And Cynthia saboed me by smsing KiahYin that i asked how's she or something... Later she wu hui sia... Thought i concern her or something... By the way, she wear sea-shell bracelet to school is her own business wat... It's confirm coincidental lor, not like what Sab say, that she wore it purposely to school to let me notice it or something... Sab is really good at those mushy stuff sia... Really got to hand it to her...
Oh ya, i finish reading Saldunk volume3 and 4 yesterday... Haha, it's damn funny, especially Ying Mu Hua Dao... He went to poke his opponents' coach's ass sia with two fingers by jabbing real hard, such that the coach yelped in pain... Damn cock... And when he finally get to play in the last 9 minutes, he threw himself at the opponent while trying to block a shot, and the opponent's nose ended up bleeding... Wah, he's really damn funny... At least i can laugh while reading it at home, and not at school, or else the teachers will know i ain't paying attention... THanks Daena, for helping me buy Kindaichi Volume 16! Haha... Do you feel appreciated?
Sorry Sab, for er-ing you yesterday... I didn't mean it but it's like... I dunnoe how to put it lar... I don't look sad, really... I am happiest when i play soccer... And about the giving-up stuff, i really don't know it myself... So... Aiyah... I dunnoe lar, let nature takes it course...
What is Life? Where is the Love? Must ask Mrs Teo this next week...
Played soccer yesterday after school... Quite fun but the sun was sapping our energy... Adam even said that chasing after me is tiring, and i am like a cockroach that just refused to be caught... Haha... Is that a compliment or an insult that i am as irritating as a cockroach? Haha... I am very proud of Adam yesterday, he scored a pretty nice goal by toe-poking the ball past John, who stood there like a stone... Haha... And ThiamPeng commented that the way Adam scored was typical mud-kind of goal... Well, i was indeed running like a crazy idiot around the basketball court and i forgot how many goals i scored... I dare not shoot hard when Sab was in goal sia... Scared i injure her or something... Good strategy employed by ThiamPeng... And there was this rude small boy... He called someone idiot sia... Mei da mei xiao wan... And he's only 8 or 9 years, i can't remember... He's from Maris Stella Primary, go and complain sia... I wonder what he will be like when he grows older... Maybe will become an AhBeng...
KiahYin was sick yesterday... Got stomach cramp or something... And Cynthia saboed me by smsing KiahYin that i asked how's she or something... Later she wu hui sia... Thought i concern her or something... By the way, she wear sea-shell bracelet to school is her own business wat... It's confirm coincidental lor, not like what Sab say, that she wore it purposely to school to let me notice it or something... Sab is really good at those mushy stuff sia... Really got to hand it to her...
Oh ya, i finish reading Saldunk volume3 and 4 yesterday... Haha, it's damn funny, especially Ying Mu Hua Dao... He went to poke his opponents' coach's ass sia with two fingers by jabbing real hard, such that the coach yelped in pain... Damn cock... And when he finally get to play in the last 9 minutes, he threw himself at the opponent while trying to block a shot, and the opponent's nose ended up bleeding... Wah, he's really damn funny... At least i can laugh while reading it at home, and not at school, or else the teachers will know i ain't paying attention... THanks Daena, for helping me buy Kindaichi Volume 16! Haha... Do you feel appreciated?
Sorry Sab, for er-ing you yesterday... I didn't mean it but it's like... I dunnoe how to put it lar... I don't look sad, really... I am happiest when i play soccer... And about the giving-up stuff, i really don't know it myself... So... Aiyah... I dunnoe lar, let nature takes it course...
What is Life? Where is the Love? Must ask Mrs Teo this next week...
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Manchester United lost 2-1 to Celtic! I can't believe it man!!! What the heck is Manchester United playing man... Although Ferguson will probably give the excuse that he fielded his second-stringers, it's still a shame that ManUtd lost to a team beaten 4-2 and 5-1 by Liverpool and Chelsea respectively!!! So sia suay... How to be title-contenders next season... I am pretty worried for them sia... Are they still the dominant force in EPL? It's gonna be hard if they don't pull up their socks...
Today was a GBU day... We had to do GP common test today sia, and i wrote an essay that i am definitely not proud of... I like write rubbish lor, although Daena's one might beat me hands down... But mine's equally bad... I don't think i answered the question correctly... It will be really lucky if i can get at least a grade with 20 and above... Damn, it might be the first time i fail GP essay.... At least i can look forward to tomorrow, though PE lesson will be damn boring coz we got to do some stupid dance... Glad that i can at least play soccer tomorrow... 4 days never touch a ball already... Leg still a little sore, but a lot better since Sunday...
Tuesday damn suay sia... Was reading Slamdunk comics when Mr Teo popped out of nowhere and tapped me on the shoulder and demanded the book... Then he went to some corner and was reading it himself... Maybe he's ex- Ny basketball school team... Haha... But i felt tulan on Wednesday... A little mean but when i saw JJ sitting beside WeiNi during lit lecture, i like that lor... I mean it's none of my business but it's like a sudden reaction lor, when i see JJ talking and laughing with WeiNi... Aiya, i am very kok lar... Whatever... But it's just an honest opinion of what i really feel... No point hiding it anyway... Even Kat has admitted that JJ is irritating... So i don't think i am in this alone... 3 more months anyway...
Watched Battle Royale 2 with the gang (minus Adam coz he got farewell thingy for Drama Club) at my place yesterday... Poor Michelle cried at the first part coz it was too grotesque i think... Or maybe it's too harsh for her.... Well, girls are more sensitive to such things while guys are probably like hardcore freaks and like "Bring it on!" Guys don't really give a damn about such things... A litlle sadistic perhaps... Haha... I cooked Chicken Porridge for them and while i was cooking my favourite ABC soup, Michelle commented that i look like a dad cooking for his kids... Haha... Is that a compliment or indirectly saying that i cao lao... Haha... Michelle's now on msn with me and we are currently talking about something that's gonna be in my mind for the next couple of days... Haiz...
On Tuesday, Michelle out of the blue wrote something on my paper. She wrote "Do you like KY?" i looked at her with no expression... Then she wrote, "U still like W is it?" I didn't answer her, so she erased it off... Funny gal, out of the sudden ask me this and say she got something to tell me... I really don't know, so i couldn't answer her question... My mind is in a twirl now, and the msn conversation with her now didn't really help things, but make my mind more confused... Wo hao fan ar...
Here's the conversation.....
Michelle: the more u compare, the more loser u will feel. and u r not a loser can...
Me: U are trying to console me rite? Juz like Adam. Haha... He has tried ways and means to get faith back in me. So sweet of him but wo zi ji bu zhen qi...
Mich: WHY NO FAITH?
Me: Because... Haiz... I don't noe how to say... Inability to articulate...
Mich: WeiNi? Right Arm?
Me: I dunnoe... I am a stupid person... Sometimes i don't even understand myself...
Mich: Oei! If it's about WeiNi rite, i think u r damn gong. because hor... I think u have forgotten about the fact that WeiNi did not say she dislikes you... She merely said that she has problems committing and she means it... If you think u were rejected, u r damn cock!
Me: Weren't i?
Mich: Of course not!
Me: U r trying to console me rite?
Mich: Don't u dare doubt me friend! U'r a nice man can... I'm also a girl lor... When a girl says she's not ready, she's reeeeallli not ready!
Me: No lar, i am not a nice man... Actually i have been leading a double-life... I am actually very evil...
Mich: If a girl dislikes you or hates you, she will run away like siao and won't even be your friend!
Me: Remember that day during Econs tutorial? U wrote something on my paper?
Mich: Yar? The answer is "yes"?
Me: U said u got something to tell me?
Mich: Haha... Yar... It's the same stuff i juz told you...
Me: I just want to clarify something... I don't like KY okay...
Mich: Hehe... Not ever? I'm quite certain she's interested...
Me: Definitely not lar... We are like bickering all the time... She's just playing along lar...
Mich: Okie... Why u recently look so sad huh?
Me: I look sad? Did i? When?
Mich: Irritated? Maybe?
Me: Huh? Irritated by? My armpit bleeding lar, that's why...
Mich: Haha... Okie... i am gonna say something to make u feel better...
Me: u r gonna donate a pad to me rite...
Mich: Sayoooooooonara! Say already! Are u fealing better?
Me: Okie... Thanks...
Ya, that's bout it... Hao fan... Sometimes i don't really understand girls at all... Mich even said girls are interested in guys who don't care about them... That's weird... I reali don't understand... Why am i so dumb... W H Y ! ! ! Gonna watch Kindaichi files later... Channel 8 got show its movie today... And thanks a lot michelle...
Today was a GBU day... We had to do GP common test today sia, and i wrote an essay that i am definitely not proud of... I like write rubbish lor, although Daena's one might beat me hands down... But mine's equally bad... I don't think i answered the question correctly... It will be really lucky if i can get at least a grade with 20 and above... Damn, it might be the first time i fail GP essay.... At least i can look forward to tomorrow, though PE lesson will be damn boring coz we got to do some stupid dance... Glad that i can at least play soccer tomorrow... 4 days never touch a ball already... Leg still a little sore, but a lot better since Sunday...
Tuesday damn suay sia... Was reading Slamdunk comics when Mr Teo popped out of nowhere and tapped me on the shoulder and demanded the book... Then he went to some corner and was reading it himself... Maybe he's ex- Ny basketball school team... Haha... But i felt tulan on Wednesday... A little mean but when i saw JJ sitting beside WeiNi during lit lecture, i like that lor... I mean it's none of my business but it's like a sudden reaction lor, when i see JJ talking and laughing with WeiNi... Aiya, i am very kok lar... Whatever... But it's just an honest opinion of what i really feel... No point hiding it anyway... Even Kat has admitted that JJ is irritating... So i don't think i am in this alone... 3 more months anyway...
Watched Battle Royale 2 with the gang (minus Adam coz he got farewell thingy for Drama Club) at my place yesterday... Poor Michelle cried at the first part coz it was too grotesque i think... Or maybe it's too harsh for her.... Well, girls are more sensitive to such things while guys are probably like hardcore freaks and like "Bring it on!" Guys don't really give a damn about such things... A litlle sadistic perhaps... Haha... I cooked Chicken Porridge for them and while i was cooking my favourite ABC soup, Michelle commented that i look like a dad cooking for his kids... Haha... Is that a compliment or indirectly saying that i cao lao... Haha... Michelle's now on msn with me and we are currently talking about something that's gonna be in my mind for the next couple of days... Haiz...
On Tuesday, Michelle out of the blue wrote something on my paper. She wrote "Do you like KY?" i looked at her with no expression... Then she wrote, "U still like W is it?" I didn't answer her, so she erased it off... Funny gal, out of the sudden ask me this and say she got something to tell me... I really don't know, so i couldn't answer her question... My mind is in a twirl now, and the msn conversation with her now didn't really help things, but make my mind more confused... Wo hao fan ar...
Here's the conversation.....
Michelle: the more u compare, the more loser u will feel. and u r not a loser can...
Me: U are trying to console me rite? Juz like Adam. Haha... He has tried ways and means to get faith back in me. So sweet of him but wo zi ji bu zhen qi...
Mich: WHY NO FAITH?
Me: Because... Haiz... I don't noe how to say... Inability to articulate...
Mich: WeiNi? Right Arm?
Me: I dunnoe... I am a stupid person... Sometimes i don't even understand myself...
Mich: Oei! If it's about WeiNi rite, i think u r damn gong. because hor... I think u have forgotten about the fact that WeiNi did not say she dislikes you... She merely said that she has problems committing and she means it... If you think u were rejected, u r damn cock!
Me: Weren't i?
Mich: Of course not!
Me: U r trying to console me rite?
Mich: Don't u dare doubt me friend! U'r a nice man can... I'm also a girl lor... When a girl says she's not ready, she's reeeeallli not ready!
Me: No lar, i am not a nice man... Actually i have been leading a double-life... I am actually very evil...
Mich: If a girl dislikes you or hates you, she will run away like siao and won't even be your friend!
Me: Remember that day during Econs tutorial? U wrote something on my paper?
Mich: Yar? The answer is "yes"?
Me: U said u got something to tell me?
Mich: Haha... Yar... It's the same stuff i juz told you...
Me: I just want to clarify something... I don't like KY okay...
Mich: Hehe... Not ever? I'm quite certain she's interested...
Me: Definitely not lar... We are like bickering all the time... She's just playing along lar...
Mich: Okie... Why u recently look so sad huh?
Me: I look sad? Did i? When?
Mich: Irritated? Maybe?
Me: Huh? Irritated by? My armpit bleeding lar, that's why...
Mich: Haha... Okie... i am gonna say something to make u feel better...
Me: u r gonna donate a pad to me rite...
Mich: Sayoooooooonara! Say already! Are u fealing better?
Me: Okie... Thanks...
Ya, that's bout it... Hao fan... Sometimes i don't really understand girls at all... Mich even said girls are interested in guys who don't care about them... That's weird... I reali don't understand... Why am i so dumb... W H Y ! ! ! Gonna watch Kindaichi files later... Channel 8 got show its movie today... And thanks a lot michelle...
Monday, July 26, 2004
Yesterday was 25th July 2004.... It's been 9 months since that fateful night... Time indeed flies... Maybe she has already forgotten the date, but i haven't and i don't think i ever will... Maybe it was a memorable experience, or maybe it was a terrible one, a painful one in fact... I find it amazing that everything's still pretty fresh in my mind, perhaps locked by a key that has been thrown away and never to be found... Songs have been written, months have passed, yet nothing changed... It's funny i could still remember her name(duh...), address, phone number, and even her i.c. number withour fail... Haha... I am so stupid...
Just did 2 econs essays... Was bored stiff... What's the rationale behind the idea that we do those exams questions that we didn't attempt... The only reason we didn't attempt is because we didn't like those questions... Very kok... There's MCQ to be done in EMB, yet i am blogging here... Haha... I pon Econs Lecture/remedial coz it was at 4.40pm! And what time was i released today? 11.50am for God's sake! No point waitng for so long for a lecture that i doubt i will pay attention in... So late already, bet the attention span is like gone in sixty seconds man...
Returned from yesterday's soccer with 4 injuries on my ankle and feet... Joe Koh's metal studs are really hard... My feet is swollen sia... And my toenails are rotting... Ingrown until siao... And damn pissed with Bobby... Wanted to kick him yesterday... Damn irritating sia... Ever since he went NS, he's been acting crazy... I hope that would not happen to me when i am enlisted sia.. Don't wanna become like him...
Wah... Very the sianz.. Don't feel like writing anymore... Gonna play Diablo2... Anyway, Sab, don't be sad anymore... Although Junjie got girlfriend already, he's not married yet... And at least he has a girlfriend and not a boyfriend, so not really tei tio you...
Just did 2 econs essays... Was bored stiff... What's the rationale behind the idea that we do those exams questions that we didn't attempt... The only reason we didn't attempt is because we didn't like those questions... Very kok... There's MCQ to be done in EMB, yet i am blogging here... Haha... I pon Econs Lecture/remedial coz it was at 4.40pm! And what time was i released today? 11.50am for God's sake! No point waitng for so long for a lecture that i doubt i will pay attention in... So late already, bet the attention span is like gone in sixty seconds man...
Returned from yesterday's soccer with 4 injuries on my ankle and feet... Joe Koh's metal studs are really hard... My feet is swollen sia... And my toenails are rotting... Ingrown until siao... And damn pissed with Bobby... Wanted to kick him yesterday... Damn irritating sia... Ever since he went NS, he's been acting crazy... I hope that would not happen to me when i am enlisted sia.. Don't wanna become like him...
Wah... Very the sianz.. Don't feel like writing anymore... Gonna play Diablo2... Anyway, Sab, don't be sad anymore... Although Junjie got girlfriend already, he's not married yet... And at least he has a girlfriend and not a boyfriend, so not really tei tio you...
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
Today's Racial Harmony Day!!! Wooohh!!! I wore the Malay traditional costume today, shucks, forget its name again... How absent-minded... Yay! O3A1 won the 3rd prize for the class which has the most number of people wearing the costumes... 03A2 and 03A3 won the 1st prize as they got 100% sia... A pity we got like 90% plus... Bryan Chan and JitJin never wear sia... Jitjin promised to wear yesterday but he pang seh sia... Walau eh, buay steady one... Like Dudley said, it's not really our fault that he's like always lonely and an outcast and that he brought it upon himself by not participating in this class spirit kinda thing... How disappointing... Well, it's his business, not mine... I already promised myself not to meddle in his affairs anymore...
Anyway, Michelle looked very pretty in her Vietnamese costume today... It just looked perfect on her... Daena, Sab and WeiNi are not to be outdone... They looked nice too... Well, the Ny uniform is just kok sia... Mr Toh and Miss Chew got saboed today as they were voted( by the Lit classes only actually) as the best dressed male and female teacher... Haha... Mr Toh must have been the happiest man on Earth today... He must treat all of us drinks sia... We gave him opportunity to take photo with Miss Chew but he declined sia... He sort of ran off or escaped... Damn humji sia... What Montfortian Spirit is this man...
Went home early as CheePeng was sick today... Played the Hit and Run play until du lan... Damn frustrating... Stupid cars keep banging into me and my car actually stuff on the top of the lamp-post and cannot come down... So suay sia... My luck is rotting... Leonard came home like 3 plus and asked me to play soccer with his 2 friends coz they want to see how good i am and want to challenge me... Haha... Of course i agreed! Who in the right mind of mine would turn down soccer... Eventually, in the first game, my bro and i teamed up and won 7-0 ( we agreed that every game play until a team get 7goals ) It was damn fast lor, like 10 minutes only... After playing like 45 minutes, my bro's 2 friends were extremely exhausted, like gonna faint like that! Walau, the stamina like shit like that... I wasn't even panting at all lor, and even survive a thunderbolt that my brother rammed into my groin lor... Wah! The pain was pretty excruciating but after a moment okay already... I think my groin numbed to these shocks already, coz always play soccer kena hit one... Then went home and i cooked a new soup today! Very nice! Yummy!
Adam just told me Li-Jiawei is from 04A4A, which means she takes literature! Wah! And she plays squash! Sporty, in arts course, long hair, pretty tall, just what my dream girl would be! Wah... So sad i didn't get to know her on that attempt... Shit! How? How? Aiyah... Damn paiseh to find her again sia... And i like lost confidence and faith in myself already... Haiz...... Why? I am so stupid sia... What should i do? Maybe i should write to a Agony Aunty column or something... And write my name as Jumbo... Haha...
*things i am currently doing*
#blogging (duh)
#doing Cara Chew's essay outlines
#finding lyrics
#msn with Adam
#listening to The Reason by Hoobastank
Wah... Multi-tasking sia... Gotta go soon...
Hoobastank - The Reason
Im not a perfect person There are many things i wish i didn't do
But i continue learning I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know
I've found a reason for me to change who i used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that i hurt you It's something i must live with everyday
And all the pain i put you through I wish that i could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears that's why i need you to hear
I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know
I've found a reason for me to change who i used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that i do and the reason is you
Well, i currenly don't have anything reason or faith to do anything right now... Adam is like telling me lotsa stuff but i like rather immune... Though i kept asking him to have faith in himself to pass NAPFA, i don't even possess faith myself... Seems like i don't practise what i preached... I have no "You" in life...
Anyway, Michelle looked very pretty in her Vietnamese costume today... It just looked perfect on her... Daena, Sab and WeiNi are not to be outdone... They looked nice too... Well, the Ny uniform is just kok sia... Mr Toh and Miss Chew got saboed today as they were voted( by the Lit classes only actually) as the best dressed male and female teacher... Haha... Mr Toh must have been the happiest man on Earth today... He must treat all of us drinks sia... We gave him opportunity to take photo with Miss Chew but he declined sia... He sort of ran off or escaped... Damn humji sia... What Montfortian Spirit is this man...
Went home early as CheePeng was sick today... Played the Hit and Run play until du lan... Damn frustrating... Stupid cars keep banging into me and my car actually stuff on the top of the lamp-post and cannot come down... So suay sia... My luck is rotting... Leonard came home like 3 plus and asked me to play soccer with his 2 friends coz they want to see how good i am and want to challenge me... Haha... Of course i agreed! Who in the right mind of mine would turn down soccer... Eventually, in the first game, my bro and i teamed up and won 7-0 ( we agreed that every game play until a team get 7goals ) It was damn fast lor, like 10 minutes only... After playing like 45 minutes, my bro's 2 friends were extremely exhausted, like gonna faint like that! Walau, the stamina like shit like that... I wasn't even panting at all lor, and even survive a thunderbolt that my brother rammed into my groin lor... Wah! The pain was pretty excruciating but after a moment okay already... I think my groin numbed to these shocks already, coz always play soccer kena hit one... Then went home and i cooked a new soup today! Very nice! Yummy!
Adam just told me Li-Jiawei is from 04A4A, which means she takes literature! Wah! And she plays squash! Sporty, in arts course, long hair, pretty tall, just what my dream girl would be! Wah... So sad i didn't get to know her on that attempt... Shit! How? How? Aiyah... Damn paiseh to find her again sia... And i like lost confidence and faith in myself already... Haiz...... Why? I am so stupid sia... What should i do? Maybe i should write to a Agony Aunty column or something... And write my name as Jumbo... Haha...
*things i am currently doing*
#blogging (duh)
#doing Cara Chew's essay outlines
#finding lyrics
#msn with Adam
#listening to The Reason by Hoobastank
Wah... Multi-tasking sia... Gotta go soon...
Hoobastank - The Reason
Im not a perfect person There are many things i wish i didn't do
But i continue learning I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know
I've found a reason for me to change who i used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I'm sorry that i hurt you It's something i must live with everyday
And all the pain i put you through I wish that i could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears that's why i need you to hear
I'm not a perfect person I never meant to do those things to you
And so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know
I've found a reason for me to change who i used to be
A reason to start over new and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show a side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that i do and the reason is you
Well, i currenly don't have anything reason or faith to do anything right now... Adam is like telling me lotsa stuff but i like rather immune... Though i kept asking him to have faith in himself to pass NAPFA, i don't even possess faith myself... Seems like i don't practise what i preached... I have no "You" in life...
Sunday, July 18, 2004
IT'S SUNDAY!!! Wah, suddenly the words can become so big... I didn't know got this function sia... Must be damn kok... Can insert colour somemore... Not bad huh... Hmmm... Damn sianz... Tomorrow got school again... Worst of all, got to attend Victor's lesson... How boring can it get man... And my stupid rotten file is like shit, all the tutorials undone, confirm kena gan by her...
Soccer today was a boring affair... Only 4 of my team-mates turned up, and they were like either injured or came down to play basketball, not soccer... In the end, i was kicking a ball around in an empty field, all alone by myself, and even received strange looks from aunties and uncles, who probably think that i am some retarded idiot playing soccer myself... Haiz... Darren Lee's leg got burned by a motor-cycle's exhaust pipe, that's why he couldn't play... I thought he was riding on it and got burned, but in actual fact was that he walked past a parked motor-cycle and got burned when his leg brushed it! How stupid can he be man... He kena a damn big scar with raw skin exposed! Yucks! Eeeks...
Damn it, China and Bahrain drew 2-2... I actually predicted a 2-2 draw myself, but i trusted Venket, the soccer guru and betted on Bahrain, but alas, they let me down though they led 1nil in the beginning of the match... Darn, my luck has deserted me sia... Tomorrow morning, Paraguay better win Uruguay, or else money come, money go again... Haiz... Why??? I am like on a 10-match losing streak, the worst i have ever seen sia...
Ohya, my unbreakable code is actually not that unbreakable after all... Shit, now Daena knows my secret... Jialart, i will perish if it's let out... Haiz... Venket took less than 1 minute to solve a similar code man... I am so useless... Now watching the NKF show... The children so poor thing sia... Donate money to them... These children are like so innocent lor... Why must they suffer? Where is God? Where is the Love? Anyway, Zhang Xing Ze's songs are nice sia, though he's a little gay... Wu Si Kai is not bad either... 2 very good singers...
Tried to play badminton last Friday... Haiz... It sucks big time! I was damn DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF!!! I missed simple balls and i can't smash!!! It's so frustrating and irritating! What the shit am i now man... And my NS medical check-up diagnosed me with PES D!!! Walau eh... Still must go back for review in 1 and 3 months time due to my poor vision and dislocated shoulder! Humph!!! What's wrong with me these days? Everything hasn't been going well for me... If kena PES C, i can't deduct 2 months from my NS even though i got Gold for NAPFA test sia... Shit!!! I hate it! I want to go OCS one leh... I am so disappointed with myself, don't even have the guts to ask Li-Jiawei for phone number again... I am so dumb... Yah, guys are indeed sometimes very stupid, Daena...
Haven't do Econs yet... CheePeng's essay also haven't do... Pon Kellet's lecture yesterday... Wah, what the fuck am i doing man...
Soccer today was a boring affair... Only 4 of my team-mates turned up, and they were like either injured or came down to play basketball, not soccer... In the end, i was kicking a ball around in an empty field, all alone by myself, and even received strange looks from aunties and uncles, who probably think that i am some retarded idiot playing soccer myself... Haiz... Darren Lee's leg got burned by a motor-cycle's exhaust pipe, that's why he couldn't play... I thought he was riding on it and got burned, but in actual fact was that he walked past a parked motor-cycle and got burned when his leg brushed it! How stupid can he be man... He kena a damn big scar with raw skin exposed! Yucks! Eeeks...
Damn it, China and Bahrain drew 2-2... I actually predicted a 2-2 draw myself, but i trusted Venket, the soccer guru and betted on Bahrain, but alas, they let me down though they led 1nil in the beginning of the match... Darn, my luck has deserted me sia... Tomorrow morning, Paraguay better win Uruguay, or else money come, money go again... Haiz... Why??? I am like on a 10-match losing streak, the worst i have ever seen sia...
Ohya, my unbreakable code is actually not that unbreakable after all... Shit, now Daena knows my secret... Jialart, i will perish if it's let out... Haiz... Venket took less than 1 minute to solve a similar code man... I am so useless... Now watching the NKF show... The children so poor thing sia... Donate money to them... These children are like so innocent lor... Why must they suffer? Where is God? Where is the Love? Anyway, Zhang Xing Ze's songs are nice sia, though he's a little gay... Wu Si Kai is not bad either... 2 very good singers...
Tried to play badminton last Friday... Haiz... It sucks big time! I was damn DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF!!! I missed simple balls and i can't smash!!! It's so frustrating and irritating! What the shit am i now man... And my NS medical check-up diagnosed me with PES D!!! Walau eh... Still must go back for review in 1 and 3 months time due to my poor vision and dislocated shoulder! Humph!!! What's wrong with me these days? Everything hasn't been going well for me... If kena PES C, i can't deduct 2 months from my NS even though i got Gold for NAPFA test sia... Shit!!! I hate it! I want to go OCS one leh... I am so disappointed with myself, don't even have the guts to ask Li-Jiawei for phone number again... I am so dumb... Yah, guys are indeed sometimes very stupid, Daena...
Haven't do Econs yet... CheePeng's essay also haven't do... Pon Kellet's lecture yesterday... Wah, what the fuck am i doing man...
Monday, July 12, 2004
Wah... Damn sianz... Got a slight fever since last night coz i played soccer in a downpour yesterday... But well, i can sacrifice anything for soccer, so just a small fever doesn't bother me much... Was very pleased with my performance yesterday, especially when i executed one of the best assists i have ever done when i chipped from 20m out over 3 defenders and exactly into the path of Joe Koh, who nodded the ball home! Wooh!!! And i scored 5 goals myself, though none of them were really nice... Haha... But i dribbled my way past defenders like they were non-existent yesterday... Hmmm... It seems like i have improved on my ball control skills... But there's still a lot of room for improvement, especially my strike on the ball, which i think is still not hard and fast enough, and my accurancy... Speed and accurancy are two very important elements a striker must possess... I must improve! I shall train harder! And i plan to play sports at least 5 times a week... When i play soccer, it keeps me focused just on soccer and scoring goals and nothing else, so it sort of distract me from thinking about all sorts of stupid and nonsensical stuff... Soccer is my wife, my life... Haha... Maybe i am avoiding problems, but soccer seems the best way to distract me...
Tomorrow still got NS medical check-up... Hope the doctor doesn't ask me to cough and shake and jump or something unless he's perverse lah... Hope i can get either PES A or B... If it's C huh, wah, i can proclaimed myself as the loser of the year already... Ohya, Sab, thanks for buying me the Manchester United tattoos! I am loving it, pa lap pa pa pa... Haha... Sorry, that's lame... But got this jersey number 5 player that i don't recognise... Maybe he retired or something before i started supporting ManUtd... Wah... U already bought me a ManUtd shirt, gave me a pair of shorts, 3 pens, 1 powerpuff girl (Bubbles) pencil, David Beckham stickers, socks and i think still got some more stuff... Damn paiseh... I didn't get anything for you except some pathetic Hello Panda... Walau, you so good to me later i fall in love or like you or something how... Then very kok leh... Haha... And it's wrong i think... I mean you are so nice and i am like duh... Haha... Hmmm... I will still marry you at 40 okie, unless you don't want me... Of course you don't want me lar, you got pau and bandung man already, and well, i got nothing...
Feel like eating Macdonald's ice-cream cone now but damn lazy to go over to buy... Still haven't do CheePeng essay somemore, damn sianz... Don't feel like doing... And stupid Beckham quarrelled with Posh Spice again... Walau, their problems never ending sia... Hope they can patch up soon... Go Beckham, stop being a wimp... Go pacify your wife or something, though she's a real pain in the neck sometimes... Anyway, Daena, my unbreakable code is really unbreakable lor... Give you a clue, it's a triple code...
Tomorrow still got NS medical check-up... Hope the doctor doesn't ask me to cough and shake and jump or something unless he's perverse lah... Hope i can get either PES A or B... If it's C huh, wah, i can proclaimed myself as the loser of the year already... Ohya, Sab, thanks for buying me the Manchester United tattoos! I am loving it, pa lap pa pa pa... Haha... Sorry, that's lame... But got this jersey number 5 player that i don't recognise... Maybe he retired or something before i started supporting ManUtd... Wah... U already bought me a ManUtd shirt, gave me a pair of shorts, 3 pens, 1 powerpuff girl (Bubbles) pencil, David Beckham stickers, socks and i think still got some more stuff... Damn paiseh... I didn't get anything for you except some pathetic Hello Panda... Walau, you so good to me later i fall in love or like you or something how... Then very kok leh... Haha... And it's wrong i think... I mean you are so nice and i am like duh... Haha... Hmmm... I will still marry you at 40 okie, unless you don't want me... Of course you don't want me lar, you got pau and bandung man already, and well, i got nothing...
Feel like eating Macdonald's ice-cream cone now but damn lazy to go over to buy... Still haven't do CheePeng essay somemore, damn sianz... Don't feel like doing... And stupid Beckham quarrelled with Posh Spice again... Walau, their problems never ending sia... Hope they can patch up soon... Go Beckham, stop being a wimp... Go pacify your wife or something, though she's a real pain in the neck sometimes... Anyway, Daena, my unbreakable code is really unbreakable lor... Give you a clue, it's a triple code...
Friday, July 09, 2004
Haiz... Today was a pretty bad day to start with... In the morning, as usual, i saw Li-Jiawei look-alike on stage as the announcer, probably her last day on duty... I was damn nervous coz i promised myself that i will muster all the courage i have to ask her for her phone number. IT WAS A FLOP. Yes, these 4 words really tell everything... When assembly ended, she walked hurriedly and i "chased" after her hurriedly too... I finally managed to catch up with her and i was so nervous that i just muttered, "Excuse me, hi, I am Kenneth. Can we be friends? Er, do you mind giving me your contact number so that i can sms you or something?" She gave me this startled look and after a moment of consideration said, "Some other time. Maybe i find you or something." Though she kept a smile( maybe it was a forced smile ), i knew i failed!!! Yes, a failure... I didn't even ask her for her name and class!!! How stupid can i get???!!!
I felt like an ultimate loser today... If there was an award called the Best Loser Award, i would have won hands down today... And well, when i tried swinging and smashing the badminton racket, i seem to have lost the power, the grip that i used to have when i weld my badminton racket like a weapon... Haiz... I have lost the feeling!!! It sucks! Why??? Why??? Why am i so lousy lately... And well, that's not all, when i went home, i found out that i lost money on the idiotic Copa America again!!! It's such a jinx!!! I lost $50 in 3 days... Damn! And my winnings from Euro2004 are cut from $95 to $45 now... Shit... What a loser!!! Arghhh!!!
Yes, Daena and Adam, thanks for your words of encouragement but after self-examination, i really felt like a big-time loser... Negativity and Self-doubt are the perfect words to use right now... Haiz... Maybe the girl got boy-friend already, so she chose not to give me her number, or maybe i look damn ugly when i approached her... Maybe she only go for good-looking guys only... How sad... I just don't understand... I seem to lack the confidence in such things... Haiz...
Went fishing just now, and caught a pathetic number of fish, like 10 only... See, even the fishes are making fun of me, making a mockery out of me... I don't understand, my luck seem to have run out lately... Maybe i should go see a fortune-teller to help me... Damn sianz... Tomorrow morning still gotta go back Montfort settle some officer stuff... Wah... I feel like drinking leh... Very long never drink alcohol liao... Maybe i will jio Darren Lee to drink with me tomorrow... Damn sianz... Even the soup that i am cooking now doesn't smell nice, definitely not the normal smell that fills the air when i cook my favourite soup... So now, even my soup sucks, how bad can my life get? Next week still got the NS check-up appointment at CPMB, and if i really get PES C, I really want to bang my head on the wall for being the ultimate loser... Looks like the outcome is bleak, i am already anticipating the worst to come...
Quote of the Day: Faith? Was there ever such a word? If there was, it's obviously not in my memory...
I felt like an ultimate loser today... If there was an award called the Best Loser Award, i would have won hands down today... And well, when i tried swinging and smashing the badminton racket, i seem to have lost the power, the grip that i used to have when i weld my badminton racket like a weapon... Haiz... I have lost the feeling!!! It sucks! Why??? Why??? Why am i so lousy lately... And well, that's not all, when i went home, i found out that i lost money on the idiotic Copa America again!!! It's such a jinx!!! I lost $50 in 3 days... Damn! And my winnings from Euro2004 are cut from $95 to $45 now... Shit... What a loser!!! Arghhh!!!
Yes, Daena and Adam, thanks for your words of encouragement but after self-examination, i really felt like a big-time loser... Negativity and Self-doubt are the perfect words to use right now... Haiz... Maybe the girl got boy-friend already, so she chose not to give me her number, or maybe i look damn ugly when i approached her... Maybe she only go for good-looking guys only... How sad... I just don't understand... I seem to lack the confidence in such things... Haiz...
Went fishing just now, and caught a pathetic number of fish, like 10 only... See, even the fishes are making fun of me, making a mockery out of me... I don't understand, my luck seem to have run out lately... Maybe i should go see a fortune-teller to help me... Damn sianz... Tomorrow morning still gotta go back Montfort settle some officer stuff... Wah... I feel like drinking leh... Very long never drink alcohol liao... Maybe i will jio Darren Lee to drink with me tomorrow... Damn sianz... Even the soup that i am cooking now doesn't smell nice, definitely not the normal smell that fills the air when i cook my favourite soup... So now, even my soup sucks, how bad can my life get? Next week still got the NS check-up appointment at CPMB, and if i really get PES C, I really want to bang my head on the wall for being the ultimate loser... Looks like the outcome is bleak, i am already anticipating the worst to come...
Quote of the Day: Faith? Was there ever such a word? If there was, it's obviously not in my memory...
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Yes... Finally EURO2004 ended with Greece as one of the most unlikely team to win as champions of the tournament... Really unexpected... They were 80-1 outsiders to win the tournament, and at the start were written off as no-hopers and is only present to fill up that place in Group A as whipping boys... Boy, how wrong those punters were... In the end, the brave souls who backed Greece all the way would have made a pile by now... Well, i only backed them to draw with Spain, which i won and the finals where i betted on total goals 1, with Greece running out 1-0 winners against Portugal, though i predicted the latter to win 1-0 instead... But who cares, i won money anyway... I made a grand total of $95.80 throughout the whole tournament, which is actually not a lot since i placed pretty small bets of like $10 per match... Yay... Put my winnings in my bank, save up to buy a car before i am 30 years old...
After Euro2004 comes COPA AMERICA!!! Wah!!! So grand!!! Look at those wonderful and ultra talented and magnificent who are "better" than Europe!!! So exciting, got teams like Peru, Colombia, Costa Rica, Bolivia, Chile, Venezuela and many many more! So wonderful... I can't name a player in these teams man... Even Brazil will be fielding its youngsters... No Ronaldo, no Carlos, no Ronaldinho... Watch what shit man... Anyway, will miss most of the matches since they are played in the morning ( 6.20am and 9am ) on Ch5... Channel 5 is an idiot man... Can show all 26 matches of Copa America, including all group games and can't show Euro2004 Group games, what "kok" is that man...
Celebrated WeiNi's 18th birthday last Saturday though the actual date was on Sunday coz she got booked by HuiPing they all already... We went to watch Spiderman-2 ( ti-to nang in dialect ) A superb show i would say, confirm worthy of the 4 and a half stars rating it received... Heard the producers already planned Spider-man till number 9 already, and no.3 will be released in 2007... Hope the 6 of us can watch it together again if we have the chance... Or maybe you guys will forget that i existed... Haha... Anyway, we gave WeiNi a ultra big milk bottle filled with marshmallows, socks, earrings and other stuff inside... She was so touched that she wrote something on a tissue-paper and tied it on the Darlie balloon we gave her and make a wish or something... Haha... So naive and innocent...
Finally, i am NCC man no more... Officially passed out last Saturday, with a plaque and token of appreciation of $20 presented to me... After 6 years, fianlly my NCC career is over... Haha... I didn't cry okay... After the plaque presentation, my ex platoon mates went to kopitiam to drink beer, but i good boy, i went home to sleep... Haha.... Dun want to make myself drunk for nothing... Whenever i got drunk, i won't make noise but sleep... Later i sleep at kopitiam and got kicked out then die... The next day got soccer somemore, so didn't want to risk getting a hangover while playing soccer... Wah... Soccer on Sunday sucks big time... Once again, only 4 people turned up, me, Hanming, Kelvin and Darren Lee... In the end, we played OLE! again before getting sick of it and decided to play table-tennis at my place's void deck instead... Damn kok sia... I think my team is like dying...
Well, we got sick of playing, and in the end, we went to kopitiam to chit-chat... That's when i asked Kelvin Chen whether he knows a JC1 girl in AJC who looks like Stella er not coz i saw this girl alighting at NY bus-stop a week back... To my surprise, Kelvin said he knew her but she doesn't know him... haha... Very kok... Her name is Swat Ching or something like that... Haha... I couldn't help but burst out laughing when i heard that... She's from Cedar and she's in AJC's ODAC... Walau... Kelvin is great man... I think soon he will know where she stay, her phone number, her birthday and everything else... Then we suddenly talked about girlfriends and everything, and suddenly i felt very lonely... All my good pals,most of them, and they are in my soccer team are attached lor... Then they naturally asked me when bring gf let them see and i just say i don't have but they like don't believe me... They ask me go find, like find among your friends or something, and i just told them that it's wrong to go like or suddenly love your friend or something... HanMing retorted by saying that every couple also start from being friends what... Then i got tongue-tied and just keep repeating it's wrong lor... Haha... Only Darren Lee nodded his head in agreement coz he know my entire story... He just look at me with the yah-i-know look... Haha... Very kok... Then they say why don't have gf, so i just told them i gay wat and i so stupid,so ugly, so idiotic, so lame that nobody would want me... Then they just burst out laughing... Walau... My friends all crazy wan...
Wah... Seems like my code is yet to be broken... Hehe... It shall and never be broken unless a genius solve it or something...
After Euro2004 comes COPA AMERICA!!! Wah!!! So grand!!! Look at those wonderful and ultra talented and magnificent who are "better" than Europe!!! So exciting, got teams like Peru, Colombia, Costa Rica, Bolivia, Chile, Venezuela and many many more! So wonderful... I can't name a player in these teams man... Even Brazil will be fielding its youngsters... No Ronaldo, no Carlos, no Ronaldinho... Watch what shit man... Anyway, will miss most of the matches since they are played in the morning ( 6.20am and 9am ) on Ch5... Channel 5 is an idiot man... Can show all 26 matches of Copa America, including all group games and can't show Euro2004 Group games, what "kok" is that man...
Celebrated WeiNi's 18th birthday last Saturday though the actual date was on Sunday coz she got booked by HuiPing they all already... We went to watch Spiderman-2 ( ti-to nang in dialect ) A superb show i would say, confirm worthy of the 4 and a half stars rating it received... Heard the producers already planned Spider-man till number 9 already, and no.3 will be released in 2007... Hope the 6 of us can watch it together again if we have the chance... Or maybe you guys will forget that i existed... Haha... Anyway, we gave WeiNi a ultra big milk bottle filled with marshmallows, socks, earrings and other stuff inside... She was so touched that she wrote something on a tissue-paper and tied it on the Darlie balloon we gave her and make a wish or something... Haha... So naive and innocent...
Finally, i am NCC man no more... Officially passed out last Saturday, with a plaque and token of appreciation of $20 presented to me... After 6 years, fianlly my NCC career is over... Haha... I didn't cry okay... After the plaque presentation, my ex platoon mates went to kopitiam to drink beer, but i good boy, i went home to sleep... Haha.... Dun want to make myself drunk for nothing... Whenever i got drunk, i won't make noise but sleep... Later i sleep at kopitiam and got kicked out then die... The next day got soccer somemore, so didn't want to risk getting a hangover while playing soccer... Wah... Soccer on Sunday sucks big time... Once again, only 4 people turned up, me, Hanming, Kelvin and Darren Lee... In the end, we played OLE! again before getting sick of it and decided to play table-tennis at my place's void deck instead... Damn kok sia... I think my team is like dying...
Well, we got sick of playing, and in the end, we went to kopitiam to chit-chat... That's when i asked Kelvin Chen whether he knows a JC1 girl in AJC who looks like Stella er not coz i saw this girl alighting at NY bus-stop a week back... To my surprise, Kelvin said he knew her but she doesn't know him... haha... Very kok... Her name is Swat Ching or something like that... Haha... I couldn't help but burst out laughing when i heard that... She's from Cedar and she's in AJC's ODAC... Walau... Kelvin is great man... I think soon he will know where she stay, her phone number, her birthday and everything else... Then we suddenly talked about girlfriends and everything, and suddenly i felt very lonely... All my good pals,most of them, and they are in my soccer team are attached lor... Then they naturally asked me when bring gf let them see and i just say i don't have but they like don't believe me... They ask me go find, like find among your friends or something, and i just told them that it's wrong to go like or suddenly love your friend or something... HanMing retorted by saying that every couple also start from being friends what... Then i got tongue-tied and just keep repeating it's wrong lor... Haha... Only Darren Lee nodded his head in agreement coz he know my entire story... He just look at me with the yah-i-know look... Haha... Very kok... Then they say why don't have gf, so i just told them i gay wat and i so stupid,so ugly, so idiotic, so lame that nobody would want me... Then they just burst out laughing... Walau... My friends all crazy wan...
Wah... Seems like my code is yet to be broken... Hehe... It shall and never be broken unless a genius solve it or something...
