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Whoa... It's been 1 year ago, exactly, at this time if i am not wrong that i did something quite unforgettable i would say, although i can't help but feel a tinge of regret of my action that well... Time flies... Exactly one year ago, we were having the dance of our lives, swaying to the blaring music of the DJ and being surrounded by people in strange costumes... I should have chose to remember the fun i had that night, and not the stupid thing that i did... How i wish i can turn back time...

I am so sick of life... Family got taiji, and that really distracts me from my preparations for A-levels... I haven't even touch Econs yet man, can really die... All i did was European History, and to get an A, Kellet merely lent us such a big hand by saying that we need to be brilliant, which i am pretty far from it... It's so sianz... And stupid Mindef has been sleeping man... Haven't send me my letter yet while almost the entire world has gotten it... I wish i could just disappear for a few moments, to be in search of Utopia, where problems never exist at all! Well, it's a dream and sadly it will never come true...

I dunnoe what am i thinking, but i am juz so sick of everything... Arghh... I feel so trapped, so alone, so lonely, and only my poor Sim is there to keep me company... Sadly, he's quite problematic... It seems like he's becoming quite gay lately... Hugging man and asking them to move in and trying to kiss them but kena rejected... The world out there is just so shitty....

Bye.

I am very sianz... Juz sianz.... So sian to do anything, even sleep!!! I dunnoe what's wrong... Juz sianz... The feeling of being so empty... Damn, am i becoming more and more like Boey Kim Cheng? Shit...

Haven't receive my NS letter yet while the rest of the world already got it... Even Mindef want to zi siao me... Ah peh kena commando sia... Poor thing... Actually Kelvin also haven't receive yet... I think Mindef know both of us gay, so special arrangement settle us in gay camp... Haha...

Been studying european history... And Brian juz told me that Kellet's notes are really really insufficient! How??? Jialart... Die sia... He said that if i only study Kellet's notes, the most i can get is a C grade!!! I don't want a C!!! I want at least a B, and i hope i can get... But the prospects look dim sia... Kellet said last year most got D for history!!! God! Can die sia... D? Die? Damn? Shit man...

It's Friday already hor... 22nd October... So fast... 3 more days to 1 year anniversary... So fast... What should i do on that day? It's a monday, i will be going back to school i think... I shall go back to that special place... 1 year... Time flies...

I am a sad man... I dunnoe what to write le...

Quote of the Day: A man of untold troubles behind a smile....

psss... Anyway, 2mr's Hu Qi Tong birthday... 23rd October...

Haiz... I dunnoe what to say already... I have said all i wanted to say earlier in our fellowship blog... Hmmm...

Okay, just end it with a quote... "Having u guys as my friends in NYJC is the greatest gift ever presented to me... It's indeed the best gift a guy can ever receive..." Love all of you... Nitez...

Here's a GP question... Jerry's "fans" must be so blind and so stupid to waste money on him. To what extent do you agree with the statement? This kind of question don't have to balance stand one lor... Give one sided answer confirm full marks! Just state that you agree to the fullest, maximum, furthest extent that you agree with it! And how to substantiate the point? Well, there's only one point - He can't sing for God-damn sake... Balek kampong and drink milk lar! Hui Jia He Nai! His performance was just so fake and lame that it would have put my lame jokes to shame... I wonder whether his fans are from the Blind Idol society or something... I think Jerry(eeks) must be rich, then he kept voting non-stop for himself after he went home yesterday until just now... Very kok... Bet next round he will kena booted out... If he doesn't, well, Jerry fans out there, if any, you seriously need a hearing aid from the doc...

It's the weekends tomorrow... Should be getting my simcard and perhaps a new handphone if everything goes by plan... Dunnoe which model should i buy... Anything lor, as long as it can be used and it's not too big or small... Played soccer and basketball today... Basketball was really fun! It was tiring to run up and down the court but it was really shiok... Can feal the adrenaline rushing within me... Wooh... But soccer, hehe, is still the best! Manchester United has bounced back... They thrashed Fenerbache 6-2 sia! Wayne Rooney hat-trick on his debut somemore... Steady! Hope the lads can continue their winning streak with another win at Middlebrough this weekend...

Got back prelims results... Did okay for the papers, but still dunnoe our BKC and LDJIN results... Miss Victor like got problems sia... So no time to mark... Hope i can get at least 16.5 for both so that i can get a B for literature... Anyway, Mrs Ho sort of ticked us off this morning coz we went to play soccer instead of STUDYING in the LIBRARY! Gosh, she really want us to study 24/7 sia... Crazy lor, hui nao cu ren ming de! She a little bit like Wu Zetian leh...

Very sianz... Dunnoe what to write le... Have fun at Kbox tomorrow... Me ain't going coz it's v.early... So sorry... Enjoy urselves... Anyway, Happy Children's Day!!!